As I was packing my things from my apartment in Athens and took a good look at what this meant, reality slowly hit: I am forever DONE with undergrad.
You would think that this would hit me when...
I turned in my last final.
I bought my tassles.
I tried on my cap&gown.
I walked in the sanford stadium with all the other graduates.
I turned my tassle.
I took my graduation pictures.
I mean, it did hit me, but no where was the impact THIS severe. It was strange seeing my room empty. It was a huge slap on the face telling me to MOVE ON. But... I don't want to. Its so sad how badly I want to stay in undergrad. Its so sad how every little thing becomes sentimental. I hate that I'm like this.
I have exciting things in store for me this summer & fall. I'm going to love being in Korea this summer and heading up to Boston this fall. I've been wanting to do both of these things for a long time and trust me I'm so thrilled I get this oppotunity.
But right now, I just want to stay. When will this feeling pass away? I can't help but be depressed.
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you're very lucky to have gone thru your undergrad with all the good times and experiences that you had. there are 8 year undergrads that wouldn't of had the same experience. you have great friends.
Let it soak in.. in my opinion, the deeper you feel, the better you'll remember..
i am going to miss you sooooo much!!!! :(
but we will play in boston soon!
i dont want you to leave :( :( :( :( but i am very excited about your future!
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